oh right, blogger
....gah, i find it so hard to bring words to my mouth. usually im vomitting up words but now itz a constant struggle to move my fingers. they feel numb...cold - watz wrong wid me?
everything is stoic, itz like im being locked in a room widin my heart, and peering out the window...itz so hard to write even this....the most surprisingly thing, though, is that ive continued to want to write Loki's Nightmare. im not sure how it all works out...but i guess in the end it does...maybe i haf to be stoic for wat im trying to write...
as for my time...i haf no clue where it goes. it just slips away through my fingers. no clue...no clue what i haf achieved today.
Bring me words
On a whim
On the flap
Of a bird's wing
Bring me tears
To shed
To waste
These hopes on
And allow me to be swallowed up by rose petals, completly oblivious to the thorns' pain
Updated Loki's Nightmare: http://fire-complex.livejournal.com
enjoy
i forgot to mention, happy birthday mom...with lots of love <3
